No one understands me
I am so misunderstood
If I could I would change it
Rearrange my life
Be able to actually be accepted and not considered strange
Look into my eyes
Darkness bites the innocence of which I used to hold
It gets so old
The blood that rushes down my wrist
Now I know I'm still human
Now I know I can still feel in this hazy mist
When I hold it in my hands and the pressure I feel on my arm
Time stops and it just makes it go all away for that day
Emotional pain that I keep bundled up until I'm left alone to abuse it
Cease what I'm feeling with the touch of a blade and the blood drips down like rain
Least I know I'm still human
Least I know I'm like everyone else
Melt my problems away with the physical taunting
No one understands that it's reassuring me
Just let me and my bruises be free
I am this weak imperfect burning tree
For this moment I know I'm human
For this moment I feel free
For this second I know I'm human
For this minute I know I'm me
I still know what everyone thinks
I'm inhumane and deranged
I'm still cornered by life in chains
I'm not what I used to be
The moment has passed
Here I am all slashed
That feeling has faded
Now I feel hated
Now I believe them
I'm just another mistake
