I'm controlled by her. It's like she owns me. I'm still in control of myself, but not really. She says jump, I jump. She says run, I run. She says stop, I stop. I'm controlled, like a robot. I respond to everything she says and does. Whether it's minor or huge, I always obey.

I hate that. I hate having to listen to her all the time. I hate not being in charge of my own life. I hate being pressured into things that I don't like. She used to be my best friend. But people change. We've both changed.

She acts so innocent, but she always finds a way. She always finds a way to make me feel bad. She always finds a way to make me feel sorry. But she makes me feel bad about stuff that she pressured me into.

You're probably wondering why I still hang out with her. I do less and less everyday. But I still listen to her. I don't know why I do. There's just no way out. You're probably wondering if I ever even liked her. I did. I still do. I just don't like what she's become.