It hurt so much
to let you go,
So much more
Just to realize
you weren't ever mine.

You were my
Inspiration,
The reason my eyes
glimmered,
The happiness behind each smile,
The owner of my heart.

So hard to believe
you were everything to me.
And I'm so sick of
Trying,
I'm tired of crying,
I loved you so much,
And you threw it away.

And beneath each
agonizing second,
I wonder . . . When will you finally see me?