after countless sleepless nights i'm slowly starting to realize,
i'm starting to realize you're not worth being in my thoughts, my heart.
i was hopelessly attempting to hold on to our love that wasn't there,
but never again, not ever, i swear.
i made a promise to myself that i would never dare to cry,
i would never dare to cry over any kind of guy.
i broke this rule in result of a broken heart,
you weren't worth the thousands of tears strolling down my cheek.
i know that i can do better than the way you make me feel,
when we're together nothing else in the world matters.
i was blinded by your perfection,
there's no such thing as perfection, just perfect lies.
what hurt me the most wasn't that you had to move long distance,
what hurt the most is that you completely forgot about my existence.
this isn't what lovers do,
love and then leave.
