I've made such a terrible mistake.
The more I try to fix it, the more it just breaks.
My soul is shattering, my heart is wrenched;
To the very depths I'm just a wreck
I can't take it anymore -- I'm screaming and weeping
I've lost a great friend; my relationship is shattered
It hurts, oh it hurts
I feel as if I'm in the lake of fire,
as heavy as steel . . .
I can't swim away, as much as I push!
I'm in a tide -- the current. I'm low, I'm
in agony and anguish. It's so hard
to control and I don't know what to do!