I am not an outcast
But I'm not your average teenager either
I'm not at the top of the class
I don't trust men or guys
My friendships rarely last
I prefer to spend my time alone
Sitting by myself using my phone
I don't have any particular interests
Unless you include obsessions
I hate the color white
I love the color black
I hate being me
I love being sad
I've been through a lot
So I tend to be kinda guarded
But sometimes I meet someone
Who gets into my heart and
It turns into a whole new game
My heart plays tug of war
I don't feel like I'm the same
I'm opening up a brand new door
Behind that door is a brand new me
There's a big huge lock and he has the key
Will he be able to save me?
Rescue the princess from the tower
Hold her and make her feel good
Bring her lots of flowers
Am I the kind of girl
That those things happen to?
I think I could be her
But only if I'm with you
I am not alone
But I prefer some space
I am not an outcast
I am only me