I wish I could block you
But you're all that I talk to
I wish you would stop
But you know not that you mock
So, silently I cry
In shock

But my tears mean nothing
And I rarely even cry
So, sadness is bluffing
When it takes over my eyes

I cry when I'm sad and I cry when I'm glad
I laugh when I'm angry and I laugh when I'm mad
The madder I go, destructiveness shows
My thoughts, my dreams
Disposed . . . of
My casket is old
It's covered in crows
It should not be exposed,
For, I am decomposed

I cry when I think
I over think things
I do not deserve
To sink in my curse