October 7, 2011
Magwitch,
Don't you just hate when you tell yourself you're going to do something and then chicken out at the last minute? That's been happening to me every day since school started. I've been wanting to tell you something for months now, and I haven't had the courage to say it yet. Anyway, I really like you. I'm pretty sure it's been pretty obvious with all my nervous laughing and looking over at you all the time.
Since that last day of school, at the band party when we hung out for hours, just the two of us, I've had this crush on you. At the last football game, I must have turned to see you at least a couple dozen times. I know this sounds kind of weird, but I really mean it; I like you a lot. Hopefully you don't think it's silly. I've been thinking about you nonstop all summer and this school year, trying to get myself to do something about it.
Able
October 18, 2011
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Magwitch,
If my friends would listen to me, I would pretty much never stop talking about you. I've got so much to say! I could go on for days about all the hilarious things you've said. Another few hours on how smart you are. And then I would start all over again on how good looking I think you are and how I love your sarcasm.
I wouldn't need a picture to say 1000 words on your friendliness and charm. And your ability to light up a room? Don't get me started. I could go on forever with things I love about you. As long as someone wants to hear it.
Able
December 7, 2011
Magwitch,
Maybe it would have been better if I had just let it go months ago. It's too late for me now. As the song goes, "I've gone too far to come back from here." I'm way too into you to ever go back to the friends thing. I used to get butterflies thinking about you. I'm way past that. It's more like an explosion inside of me now. All I can ever think of is being with you. We aren't even close to being a couple yet, in any sense, and I fell like I'm falling for you. I need to come back from where I am. But I don't think I can anymore.
Able
January 6, 2012
Magwitch,
Today I just looked right at you and your shining brown eyes and said "Do you want to go to Tolo with me?" And guess what. You said YES! Three weeks from tomorrow I'll be slow dancing with you, the man of my dreams. I am so excited! I basically told you I liked you and asked you out on a date all at the same time.
And you wanted to with with me. ME. I still can't even believe it. I can imagine dancing with you right now. And maybe we'll kiss during a slow song . . . I can dream! I've been waiting for this night for so long. I cannot wait for the 28th!
Able
January 9, 2012
Magwitch,
Well, I guess I saw that coming. And I'm not really sad about it, for some reason. I guess I understand that you only like me as a friend. I've just been thinking about you nonstop for a long time now. I can see that I kind of forced you past being just friends, and I apologize for that. I'll just sit at home that weekend, it's no big deal. I'm actually not as sad about it as I expected to be.
I think I learned from this, too. Obviously what I felt for you wasn't real love, since it took me a class period and a half to get over you. Maybe my feelings were just from the extreme desire for a relationship. This crush on you has been a roller coaster, to use the usual example. Thanks for showing me how silly I've been acting throughout this entire ordeal. It just took a few serious words and a confession.
Able
