I shattered my promise
Broke it like glass
Or maybe I lied,
This time is the last.
Without that barrier
I'm scared of what I'll become
I have nothing to say for myself,
I'm tired of being numb.
I was so careless
As to what was right or wrong
I just wanted the feeling again,
I was already too far gone.
But breaking it was the best thing I've done
Because now I can truly heal
There's nothing to hide anymore,
And I'm beginning to be able to feel.
So this is me saying thank you
For making me promise to stop
If I didn't break the promise,
I would've never gotten caught.