Then one dark day,
You ripped my heart in half.
The skies turned gray,
Now I can't bear to even laugh.

Every day I'd see your face,
And you kept me smiling for hours.
You made my heart race,
And I thought this love was ours.

How could it all come to this?
Me sitting here and crying,
All of the things said, I reminisce.
Part of me feels like it's dying.

I'm not one that takes things lightly,
I'm always hurting one way or another.
You held my heart so tightly,
What I felt for you, I felt for no other.

It was a fast paced reaction,
Not your typical kind of bonding.
But now I'm left with this feeling of dissatisfaction,
And my heart just isn't responding.

I'm holding on to something that doesn't exist,
And for some reason I just can't let go.
My love and I have been dismissed,
My whole body filled up with woe.

I'm crying over you, as the tears drip to my paper;
I feel like you just never cared.
You're just a heart breaker,
Who caught me unprepared.

I sit here thinking to myself why I wasn't good enough,
It seems like that's always the case.
Why does loving someone have to be so tough?
I wish I was feeling your warm embrace.

Writing in frustration,
Crying in confusion,
My heart in contemplation,
My smile now an illusion.

I just wanted you to see,
How I really felt;
Thinking of what we could be,
Makes my heart melt.

So I stand here saying sorry,
For existing, for loving you . . .
You had my eyes going starry,
But everything fell through.