I have a feeling creeping over me.
It's been here before and it's back again.
Spreading from the inside out,
spiraling out of control.
Building until it breaks.
Helpless to stop it;
determined to try.
Influenced by others,
who have too much control.
Desperate to find a way
to stop it from taking over.
Feeling the pressure,
Sinking slowly deeper.
Knowing I'm already too far down,
To swim back to the top.
Wanting to escape it,
But not knowing how.
The feeling takes over,
As I float to the bottom.
Useless to try,
And stop me from drowning.
