I'm sick and tired of pretending to be someone I'm not. I hate listening to people saying I should change the way I am. I don't care if some people despise me. I am going to be myself; not somebody everyone wants me to be.
If people see that I was lying, more people would hate me. I'm done with everyone who says to change the way I am because they don't like the real me. Everyone always says to be yourself and you will be accepted for it. However, when I try to be myself I get looked at with scorn.
I'm done with all the phonies who pretend to be your friend. I'm done being the freak in the group. I don't care if I stand out due to my uniqueness. Being unique can be good but can have consequences. I can't take it anymore! Every day, I have to listen to people who say they are trying to make me a perfect teen. However, all they've done is cause me to hate myself and lead me back to depression. I end up crying myself to sleep because of everything that has happened. I don't sleep well.
People should learn how to think before they speak. These people who don't think have led me to hate myself once again. People can be really mean. However, they don't realize it until they are too late.
Author's Note: Think before you speak. It could save a life.
