I was so young
Never thought it was wrong to hide ones thoughts
My drawings were getting much better
So confused by the red and silver
Daddy told me I deserved so much better
Never knew what it meant until the holes in the wall got bigger
We had to leave the house sometimes cause I couldn't sleep
The musk in the air was so strong
I developed a cough
I didn't even recognize myself in the mirror
It's like I was aging
It was literal fear
My grades were dropping from an A plus to a negative D
Mommy told me I was getting dumb
Wanted to show me what I was doing wrong
But she was never conscious
Cause all I am doing is sitting in this room
Cause mommy and daddy weren't the ones to show
They are like rusty figurines
To stiff to move
No lips to talk
No arms to move
No brain to think with
Nor a heart to love me with
~ To my mom and dad