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This is it. You've done it this time. You've hurt me way too many times. I can't handle feeling this pain anymore. I've heard al your excuses and you think after you say sorry everything will go back to normal. However, in truth, everything you've done has left a scar, physical and/or mental. This time letting go will happen. Have you ever thought about how much words and actions hurt? You never did. All you think about is what you can gain from a situation not about who you will hurt in the process. I have cried too many times. Any hope I had was taken away. You tell me "things are different now" and I believed you every time. Then you just left and took my heart with you. Everyone asks me "I thought you were like best friends" but now I realize we never were friends at all. I'm sick and tired of never knowing what I'll face that day. You say you'll always be there for me. Where were you when I needed you the most? The one time when I'm crying and just need someone to talk to? You say the next day you didn't want to talk to me when I was like that.
I'm tired of pretending I'm okay when in truth I'm not fine at all. I am done holding in my feelings. Letting go of the good memories was easier than the bad as those words will be remembered forever. I wish I could go back to when I was oblivious to the truth about you. I'm sorry.
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