What I will never be
Like those who treated me
So badly and to retrieve
All these feelings I have inside of me
I can't ignore the simple fact
that I never did anything to react
Just stood there and glared
Never occurred to me to blare
You are what I will never be
What I will never be
Is relying on coffee
To push over your midnight frenzy
Not remembering it all
Blacked out and fell
Laid there and yelled for help
You are what I will never be.
What I will never be
Is someone who gets angry
And throws their fist into the wall
Breaking windows with it all
Getting to the point of no return
While I sit here while it all burns
Thinking back
Of what I will never be
