An urge for confrontation unfulfilled
        -Flicker of temper
        -Strong willed

Betrayal
        Denial
            Portrayal
A monologue prevails

Itch at the back of a mind
        shaking?? waking
        Searching for a peace I can't find
The desire -- it binds

        Clock ticks life away
        Want to, can't stay
        A dark prison inside a head
        What the heart wills ignored and dead

        Words lost in a gust of wind
        to a place where love has never been

        Doomed dark deafening dense shattered tense

        It shares my eyes
        touch and taste
        bitter feelings bent on waste
        it cannot be out -- ran
        Inside hatching
        Carrying out its own plan

        Powerless to defend

        Hanging by a thread of life
        The dark cloud hovers
        A heart stopped
        A tear dropped

        Sleight of hand and twist of fate
        Harsh words end in hate
        Controlled by the stars and coincidence
        My ulterior identity the bleak evidence.

        Ignorance
Obliverance
    Passed up a chance

Screaming and pounding behind the eyes
provocations
        instigations
Feel it moving... Proving
It can take control

Saying things unmeant to speak
Weak
    Defeat
    Victory, a fine line
    Chance defines action
Triggers reaction
Turns on a dime

Static
Wave of tension, stretched so thin
Antic
Reject poser
Tearing inside my skin...