marveling me with his eyes,
dazzling me with his mind,
the strength to grab my consceince,
I couldn't ever find.

all I could do was stand there,
and listen to his song,
but when he looked to the girl,
my happiness was gone.

I found the control I once had,
and started to break down and cry,
I felt all flushed with fever,
and he felt me die inside.

I went home and lay in my bed,
but never went to sleep,
I lay there thinking of his song,
too sad to even weep.

whether or not I want it,
I have to rest assured
his song I still do have in my heart,
but love will find me like before.