You're like a nightmare
stuck in my head,
chasing through memories
that belong to the dead.
It's like a maze,
I'm running out of time.
You'll soon catch up to me
and it'll end like the drop of a dime.
I don't know how to explain it.
You don't understand.
How he can be an abuser
without using a hand.
He is one though,
this I am sure.
When he is around
I feel so unpure.
It is all my fault.
This I know.
These feelings of hatred
won't leave me or go.
Now on this day
I stand here and cry.
Knowing I am the one
who drove him this way.