You disgust me
Sometimes I think you're an idiot.
Why can't you see?
I don't want anything to do with you.
I want to know if this feeling's true.
I need to know if I need you.
I have to know if the sad thing is . . .
I love you.
It's like I'm falling down, down
Into nothing but blackness.
I'm wondering now, now
When I'll hit rock bottom.
You disrupt all
My thoughts and feelings
I'll remember when I fall
All the time I've spent with you.
But what can I do?
It all seems so new.
Now I know that all I can do is fall.
It goes so black
Because of the one thing I lack
I'll never come back.
I love you.
