I impatiently tap the desk, pencil in hand. I write something down but I am left with the decision on crumpling it up into a ball and tossing it into the trash can. And again, thoughts circle in my head, but I cannot get them down on paper. They're stuck together and won't come out as one. Before I know it, I am in the kitchen, grabbing a snack from the fridge. I return to my room, lemonade in one hand and pretzels in the other. But my mind has gone blank.
I blankly stare at the clock for a few more minutes. Almost an hour has passed by but I am just sitting here. My brain does not tell me to grab my pencil and race to jot down all my ideas. I am lost. My mind is blank. Usually, I rush with great excitement to write down my thoughts so quickly that I can barely read what I write. In fact, it's taken probably ten or fifteen minutes just to write these first two paragraphs.
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